by Julie Allen » Tue Aug 07, 2012 5:03 am
Hi everyone, it's Julie. I LOVE checking in the site and hearing from you all, thank you!!! My rosacea is different from what it seems others here have. IPL lasers did this to me. I'm left with broken capellaries and bumpy, orange peel texture, OILY skin, bigger pores and acne and the constant burning/hot stinging. Acne also on my chest and back. What is happening? My skin is now sensitive to EVERYTHING, even water. The capellaries are the worst. The tip of my nose looks purple/red with red veins and throbs. I've seen all the doctors, taken Doxycycline, tried Metrogel (made it worse it 2 days!) and a ton of natural things. Diet, prayers, hormones, MSM, sulfer soap, tea tree, Omega's, vitamin d3....all of it. NOTHING has changed, getting worse each day. I used to wear face foundation everday of my life since I was a teenager. Now, all the makeups I've tried don't cover, irritate and make me look scary. My condition is seriously SEVERE. Not only my face, my neck, chest, back, arms, nails, cuticles, hair. My hands and feet are stinging and hot too. I have fallen apart physically and emotionally. I look like a different person and everyone I've known who has seen me is shocked and scared for me. My family cries with me. I just need a job where someone would hire me to sit in a cool, dark place without people. I can learn or do anything with a phone/desk/computer. Would you guys interview for a job and tell them you had rosacea? Mine is SO bad, I don't want people to think I'm a drug addict (I swear I look and act like that and my family/friends agree). I'm hidiously ugly with a nervous, personality disorder from this condition. How do you guys go outside and work without makeup if it's that bad (as mine, I feel)? I believe in the scientists saying its our messed up protein on our skin. Has anybody tried anything to lower protein levels?