Boy am I relieved I found this forum. It's so hard to talk about this to others who dont have it because you know they are thinking "just cover it up with make up and get on with it". I wish it were that easy.
I still don't fully know if I do have rosacea, which is due to the whole everyone can react differently, but the similarities are very close. I'll tell my story and if you can add any feedback it all helps.
I started with a small red patch on my left cheek in Aug 09, I was 24 at the time. At the time by partners bike shop was being wrongfully accused as the hub of all the local bicycle theft in our area!! Absolute b****cks but the police were trying to give the residents and victims confidence they were doing something, even though it was the wrong thing. Anyway, this is why I think it started, the stress. The police investigation had runied the shops reputation and we were about to go bust.
The small red patch would not shift. It was not a spot, but more like a blemish around 1cm in diameter. Even this had me concerned as all through my teenage years and into my twenties my skin has been so clear and free from spots I made all my friends jealous. It has always been quite dry to touch though and I have very sensitive skin, even Simple products sting me sometimes!!! But looked perfect.
The patch began to get larger and another small one appeared on my right cheek just near the crease of my nose. By October my cheeks, forehead and chin were very red with small bumbs on, still not like spots, and very dry.
This is when I started looking online for symptoms and found Rosacea. I have always been a blusher, the slightest comment will make me bright red, even if I was not embarrassed. To the point where people comment, "look how red you've gone!" Thanks, thats going to help and not make me more red!!!
I've always been sporty also, all throughout school doing sport everyday with no facial problems, but I would go red if I was very knackered!! Since leaving school I'm still into my netball and play 3 times a week. I'm not sure if this makes it worse but I'm guessing it doesn't help as then it's the shower which does always make me redder and I even get heat spots on my chest and stomach (i don't even have the shower hot as I prefer cooler ones!!) There's not a chance I'm giving it up tho so I'm prepared to suffer this bit!
I went to my doctors in Nov 09 and he sat looking at me baffled!! He didn't even make any suggestions as to what it was until i said I thought it might be Rosacea. He said he had seen Rosacea before but it was very rare to have it in someone my age so he wasn't sure if that's what it was. I've since, through reading this forum, realised that age has nothing to do with it. Yes the averge age is 30-50 but it doesn't mean it never happens to anyone else!!
So he gave me a topical ointment called Acea Gel. I was to apply thinly twice a day. I did so for a month and absolutley zip happened. He told me to go back if I didn't see improvement but he had filled me with no hope so I wanted to try different things as antibiotics were the next option and I get worried about relying on them. Plus it would mean it messed up my pill!!
It's been pretty much the same since then but I think the red lumps have spread more. Some days they aren't lumpy just red like someone had taken a felt tip to me (like I did to my barbie when she had chickpox!!)
I also find I do get lots more spots now. Come up within an hour (usually after eating choclate
I'll stop now for feedback as this is mega.
Hope you can help.
MC x


